Today Ethan is two mth old liao... Time passes by so fast... Each n every day will see him hv diff types of movement... N his demand of my presence is so strong... Nw who ever carried him, he will see his moods... Cos he will cry n look for me... sob sob
Tik I hv spoil him too much liao.. cos I hv carry him too much liao... But well, I rather him to stick close to me den others...
Next mth I will be goin back to wk.. So unwilling, hope to hv more time w him.. If nt I will miss his childhood, e way tat he learn everyday, e movement & e sound he make... N I hv to leave him to my maid to look after... Even ought I dun reali trust maid.. But up to tis point of time, I do not hv chance but to give trust.. Nw onli hope tat my mum will be able to stay at hm to watch e maid..
N wat I onli wish is that my Ethan will grow up strong n healthy.. Other den tat, I dun hope for more.. All will depend on fate....
